i shan't be bothered about it anymore. his love life should not affect my life in anyway. but for now. i'm really lazy for school. rather lethargic. i'll give him my fullest blessings. arhh. but deep down there it still hurts alittle. i'll soon minimize the pain. i know it is of no good for me to feel that way. but perhaps just for a while more. hopefully. i'll fully healed the pain in no time. sigh
